This sickness is killing me. Why can’t this just be a bad dream? The aching is setting in, and I’m starting to drown. I’ve been lost for so long, will I ever be found? It feels like I’m hidden in the depths of the ocean. Never catching my breath, struggling to be me. Who am I? Can I get myself back? There are far too many things that I lack. So while I try to keep up with the sun, I’ll appreciate the stars that still shine in darkness. And try not to feel so heartless.