Another night alone. Another night I want to give up hope. Pain swells all day inside; by the time I get home... Ill do anything to feel release My head spinds as I try to comprehend everything. Why must everything happen at once? Why does he have to be sick? Why did he have to breathe his last breath? Why did that driver have to have just one more drink? Why do I have to feel all this? I dont want to anymore. I cant. Im alone, and I just want someone to hold me.