Sat alone with my hand on the gun
Reminiscing about our memories under the summer sun
The guilt and fear has control of me, can't you see
That death is the only one that can save me

Why didn't you just let me love you
Instead you looked beyond and straight through
I'm left there standing, anticipating
You shouldn't have kept me waiting

You've only got yourself to blame for what I have become
I used to be a husband, a father , a son
I deliberate the choices I've made and whether
The pain will fade or last forever

Everything I crave now I'm unable to grasp
But things are starting to make sense at last
As my head and heart constantly collide
Now it's time for you to decide

Would you rather be a mountain or a drop in the sea
Would you rather stay caged or run free
Be a pretty little flower or a sturdy tree
Would you rather take that bullet or leave it for me...?