Approaching you is useless
Because all you seem to focus on
Is the fact that I’m your oldest influence
But this anger no longer has an alarm
See, you can’t push this away any further
All you do is make the pain stronger
Make me crack and break
Until you make me think its fate

But why can’t you just admit it
That’s all I’m waiting for
For you to make this reasonable
Make it understandable
Because for me to go through this pain
There must be something logical
That makes the pain go away
Something magical

Honestly, honesty is what I’m looking for
But there is no reasoning with you
You wanna pile every lie you can
Before admitting that the **** hit the fan
In the end all you say is give me a few
Like that’s supposed to explain
This heart ache that I’m going through