for once in my life i'm mad at you
i'm mad that you got me to love you,
when you knew it was going to end.
i'm mad at you for keeping secrets
and lying when i first asked.

i'm mad that I'm still in love with you,
and that i miss the taste of your lips
and sound of your voice.

i'm mad that i crave your touch
and give up the anger when you call.

i hate you.
i hate that i need you.