Everybody wants to be loved in some way, shape, or form. Either way, seeking love is way more complicated than receiving it. The feeling that little to nobody is there is a life draining experience.
I had a dream that I apologized to everyone for everything I've ever done. Today, I made it happen in real life. A common thing among the two is that they both ended horribly. No matter how much you apologize, no matter how bad you feel, no matter the weather- it can be sunshine or storms- no one owes you anything and you should reciprocate it.
This is your acceptance letter. If you are not loved by them, you are loved by me.
To everyone who has ever felt the way I have for the past 6 years, I sympathize. I would want things like world peace and love, but that doesn't always work out, does it?