Sometimes I tend to wonder. What it is that is pulling me under. Suffocated by my thoughts. Feeling like I've taken shots. Bleeding out, can I be revived? With my mental state so deprived? What will it take, To give this feeling the shake? Happiness is the goal. But my emotions are taking their toll. I know it's right around the corner. Even though I feel like a foreigner. Trying to find the light. While my brain and heart fight. One day things will be better. Once we've paid our material debtor I have faith in love's power. To save this world in a blessed shower. Hold on to your inner light. It's the only weapon against the darkness of night.