Somethings start of as there meant to be…. Living breathing blinking feeling …
But what were not aware of is the darkness that lurks in the corner right there were nobody's watching beyond all the things the sky is blue the birds are happy  not realizing the dark that wants to consume us that wants to take our breaths ruin our smiles destroy our hearts……
But as iv become to know the darkness that lurks is that of a dark in our self's a part we were not taught of a part we were supposed to keep back lurking in the corner……BUT it gets us it takes its home deep inside of you….. I cant breath I cant laugh I don’t get to smile when your around I want you back in that corner I don’t want you with me…. Darkness why must you consume me……
As iv become to know you I become someone new a person cold and heartless a person who cant be true ill take a pill it will help you leave but maybe not your still with me what will it take to have you gone so I can go back to me?
Your taking to much its been way to long I control myself with dark rooms and bad choices but for what so you can grow strong ? darkness its time for you to leave I cant take it anymore please go lurking in that corner and stay there forever more…. It pains and it hurt what your doing to me you make me take a day at a time that’s not who I use to be….. but as iv become to know you your weak…weaker then me ill fight you and push you away. and ill back to been better then the old  me…..

SM