.                               yep,
   because by the time
i plunge myself
into a bottle
of *****,
   my ego more resembles
a... fff'ucking submarine
than anything
worth a spider's worth
to the cognitive
   map of a spiderweb...
hell...
     if you know what
"they" go after first,
it's of no particular
consequence
    that "they"
   first attempt
to erode memory
with what subsequently
becomes
  pointless mantras
                      of the est.
complaints,
the conjuring,
        and any path toward
a paragraph rigidity
is, clearly, beyond
my ability to adapt...
so... "poetry"...
waterfall...
   t
    r
   i
    c
    k
   l
    e
             when did Δ (delta)
implode,
   and experience
the Copernican twist
of the tale,
   standing, proud,
   Y (up-sigh,
               silo,
      or the bowing
gamma-boy)
   akin
to the vitruvian man?

not all,
with exception
the pine...
   extension of:
the brain in the pickle-jar,
namely the spine
of lizards,
   serpent...
   with a tongue
like Y...
  and... (with stated
exception)...
   all trees...
  splinter at the girth...

i should never
be allowed to solve
sudoku puzzles drunk...
suddenly all
of language,
becomes necessarily
atomized...

   and
there's nothing i can
do about...
having just solved
a hyper-geometry,
within a square,
                with 0⁹...
the square
             counts as...
0 = negation...
i'm negating a square,
and i'm pretty sure
it's not a cube
with the many eye-darting
motions i have made
over this square...

logic... ha...
what with alfred jarry's
dr. faustroll:
   end result
culminating in pataphysics?

so is 0⁹...
   i can tie my shoelaces,
seems i'm ready
for the "real" world...

1⁹: 1 1 1 1 1 1 1 1 1
       0⁹: 0 0 0 0 0 0 0 0
******* collaboration...
two of the most
rigid numbers...

      but i knew
it would lead me onto
something

0⁹:
pentacyclo[6.6.6.0²,⁷.0⁹,¹⁴.0¹⁵,²⁰]icosa-2(7)­,3,5,9(14),10,12,15(20),16,18-nonaene-3,6-diol

like... it was... waiting
for me...
   and then an interchange...

dumber than the axe,
or the lumberjack?

virtually an explosion
of meaning,
primarily attached
to gematria
   once: lift-off...
   from base 1,
         from base 0...

three numbers...
unaffected
     by a "halo" of ²...
              
seems i'm only good
at dumb-smart,
of... drinking and fiddling
with words...
that never arrive
at the gates
of a repeated
   posit of a paragraph /
                 libel / dialogue...

i was just thinking that:
when smart overtook
evil,
       but then evil
retorted: back to basics...

0⁹:
pentacyclo[6.6.6.0²,⁷.0⁹,¹⁴.0¹⁵,²⁰]icosa-2(7),3,5,­9(14),10,12,15(20),16,18-nonaene-3,6-diol

implying?
here's to me,
           (glug, glug glug):
not feeling jealous
over someone driving
a plush car.