i've taken to writing down my darkest thoughts
the only way to exercise my demons without
a knife across your throat and one in my back
did i mention that i love you as much as i hate
and this time i don't know who is coming out
can i drive till i crash and find piece in the
flying shards of glass that never cut quite as
deep as you when my heart crawls out my mouth
and beats weakly in the watery sunlight
this chill goes bone deep with my ears ringing
and my stomach acid burns my throat
because the thought of him in you
makes me sick to one foot in the grave
my soul's gone dark and everything i've
ever learned about being jaded and cynical
comes from you