I’ll die for this
I’ll die for you
Remember the nights
I broke down and cried to you
Talking about our hopes and dreams
Hoping to put them inside of you
Not in a ****** way more a mentality
Bc I was fantasizing living my life with you
I had it all planned out
guess I ****** up the vision
Learning the true consequences
of my selfish decisions
When you find out how I’m living
I just hope I’m forgiven
I should of listen
But my ears wouldn’t comprehend
and before I had you
this **** was fantasy
You plant a seed
it grows some roots, a branch and leaves
You’re oxygen from your tree
Was received but I choked
And need distance so I can breathe
I didn’t know you would leave
I didn’t know you’ll fall off
And blow away like the leafs
Why you leave
you’re safe with me
You can confide in me
I wish I could take the pain
Lift the weight up off your shoulder blades and try to store the pain inside of me
I want your dead love
To revive with me
Cause to my past transgressions
you believed in me
I guess the light I see in you
is what you see in me
And your light is honorable
But letting my guard down is vulnerable
And love isn’t something forceable
And I’m not sociable
So I can’t express how I feel
When I’m hurting you.. -ET