So much fuckery I just want to scream. Why can’t all of this be just a bad dream? My life for too long has been falling apart at the seams. And I still can’t figure out what all of this means. What kind of people leave someone so crippled in life? It’s just a continuous struggle that’s just a ripple of strife. I can’t even make anything of my contradicting life. Because all anyone does is lead me to the knife.