Why can’t I stop thinking? I don’t know what to do anymore. I really want to get back together with you, but I don’t think it would be healthy for the two of us. I don’t want you to get hurt again. And I don’t want to hurt you again. I can’t get hurt again. And that’s why I am scared to start anything with anyone. I am scared that I am going to end up hurt. But I am even more scared that whoever I come in contact with, they are going to get hurt. I can’t put anyone though that again. I’m scared that I am not going to make them happy, or that I will never be there when they need me most. I’m scared that I am going to get used again. What do I have to do be happy again?