I just want to get lost gazing at the stars, Go on a drive and hope the destination isn’t too far. Watch the sun rise and maybe the sunset too. But I don’t know where I’m going, not one clue. So as I try to find some beauty in this seemingly chaotic world, I’ll keep waiting to witness something beautiful unfurl. But what’s left in the mess of my life? I don’t want it to be this way but I have to keep my wrists away from the knife.