I can't lie and say I'm never afraid

The truth is I'm always afraid

My God promised me I didn't have to fear

But I do

I know my God has won the war and when I meet him

I will bow my head

For he is God

I wish I was fearless

But I'm not

I'm terrified

I gave up to the darkness

I let those demons linger in my mind

Dear God I'm afraid

You know I'm a ***** up

You know I struggle

You know I'm lost in this darkness

Please guide me

Help me to be fearless