I have a new fear in my mind I never thought it would exist That my lover could leave me For death's cold, thorny kiss Although he still lives, With a beat in his veins The possibility is there And must be suppressed everyday His demons are not demons But only one monster She sits on his lap, sometimes his shoulder He works hard everyday to turn her away, a sight he doesn't want to see Addiction is a *****, And she wants him to cheat on me