Searching for a pill to **** the pain of thought.
An internal battle I have fought for so long but will never triumph.
Is there a ledge or an empty stairwell?
And if I fall, can I close my eyes and feel nothing at all?
Someone out there must have found the way.
Bothered by the inconvenience of life.
The disturbance of a beating heart.
Is there a blade that causes no skin to bleed?
Is there a rope to feel soft and warm around my neck?
A bottle of poison so sweet to drink.
Does anyone know?
Maybe a pillow pressed hard against my face will be a breath of pure fresh air.
A bullet to remove the migraine from my brain.
A knife to the heart to stop the pain in my chest.
Someone please answer. Give me your best recommendation.
I’ll be waiting.