Quiet, dreadful nights turning into loud echoing screams and wet sheets Remembering the cold isolating touch of your hands on my shaken body I grimace at the thought of one day again, we might meet. I wish I hadn’t of been alone, regretting that I hadn’t brought somebody.
The bad thing about having a trusting heart, is it doesn’t know when to stop Not wanting to believe that anybody could be capable of something so frigid How could someone be so heartless, as to force you down while they are on top No matter how much I said no, you stayed against my skin, your body rough and rigid.
I cried out for help but your parents weren’t there, I guess they trusted you as much as I did Look where a heart of gold got me, here wishing my heart no longer felt a beat They didn’t believe you were capable of such a horrid act, in their defense you were just a kid That didn’t stop you however, I laid there frightened in a cold sweat.
I don’t think I’ll ever fully recover, from the night you took me for granted I never would have taken you for that kind of person, then again I trusted you.
November 4,2017 I was *****. the guys is 17 now I'm 16. at the time of the **** he was 16 I was turning 15.