it’s so frustrating to have so many thoughts but no way to articulate them
concepts swirl in my brain unable to surface in the restriction of english
having to cut entire points out of papers because i cannot explain it properly
handing in confusing works of art as assignments
but not being able to explain why it completes the assignment
having the big picture perfectly mapped out
but a professor that only sees the lack of details in my work
knowing a grade will not reflect the personal mental strenuous of my effort
seen as lazy for not being detail oriented or able to describe details without causing confusion
not being unaware of my own personal thoughts on some matters
or not being able to explain my ideas fully to someone
confusing people more when i try to shed light my thought pattern
handwriting that can’t keep up with my brain
finding it difficult to come up with questions
when I often answer my own questions before they can be asked
constrained to hour long lectures that sap my ability to focus on anything
the need of creativity in order to engage fully with a task
these are all my problems, i cannot bring them are legitimate complaints to a professor
so i suffer silently