The ice creeps up and throughout the heart you had once thawed out Fed up and spinning about Lashing out without a doubt It never should have came to this .. the fighting and the shouts The pain inside seeping out I ******* love you I say from inside but those aren’t the words that came out The tongue knows not what the hearts about We tried so hard to keep the toxic out but it crept back in through the dark You’ll always have a place in my heart as broken as it is I love you still.. the feelings i feel so deep inside are real I’ll lock them away and visit in my dreams.. the fairy tale of what we could be.. a dream my mind wouldn’t let my heart see.. far away is what you’ll always be.. searching for a person I could never let myself see