My fear is the silent trigger  
Makes me physically stiff
And emotionally aware
Heightened senses,  more like heightened paranoia!
Heightened insecurities !
Heightened negative thoughts, continuously saying I’m not good enough
I’m never enough
So
I build walls
I place fences
Cuz **** hurts when your damaged
White picket fences is the role to portray because everyone always run from the haunted houses on display