Breathe
I’ve been living in darkness so long I forgot about the light
The light of truth
The light of purity
I’ve been living in a wasteland I feel out of the ordinary
Extraordinary indifferent to the clouds that Hoover me
I tried to find the light but all I got was my reflection
It felt like a Spotlight
Now I’m Feeling like a deer in headlights
My eyes on me
A constant freeze
start to feel like I can’t breathe
Breathe
I finally speak only to be made a mockery
Not taken seriously but who to blame
only me
Lies I told
My damages unfold
***** laundery
Skeletons now running after me
They grabbing hold of me
It feel like the devils tormenting me
All the voices in my head just attacking me
Crowding me
No air to breathe
Panic attack slowly rising inside me
I
I
I can’t breathe
Breathe
I turn away
cast away
There’s no time to play
There goes the clouds again
My darkest friend
This is the reality that I am in
The dark within
Maybe next time I’ll try again.