Feel the need to make their father proud? Walk around their school with their head bowed, getting kinda tired of hate, turning off your alarm just to make yourself late. Feel completely joyless, but not hopeless. You met your hope everyday, and she's the one that does this. Makes you wanna die, cry, and you suffocate, every-time she lies. You hear the Blue-jay repeat you, and the Mockingbird sing. That's life. Everything is so empty, but you swear your alive. What does it even meant to be.... Who cares. You stopped reading already.