I'm stuck in a black hole, itching to escape. Your eyes are the center, tugging, pulling, holding me in. I thought I could handle the lack of change: Continuing to fall asleep on the phone, Drifting into unconsciousness to the sound of your voice; Reading to me in the dark. An inhale of smoke, easing my stress As eighties music plays inside with us on the back porch. I thought I'd found a wormhole, An ability to continue living this identical life to when you were once ... mine. But there is no wormhole to a broken heart.