I'm the one who broke her heart
I'm the one who played that part
I can't deny what I've done
I didn't do it just for fun
Cruelty is a special skill
I never found in it any thrill
But there have been those who did it well
They know how to hurt me and put me through hell
I didn't walk the line to make her sad
I didn't do those things to make her mad
I just got tired of hurting deep inside
The things that were done made me run and hide
Hate is a strong word but I can't deny
Honesty is what some want but it's just a lie
They only want to hear what they want
Everything I said is still here to haunt
The pain started a long time ago
I tried to endure it, but you just don't know
How it tore me down inside and out
Made me wonder what it was about
And trying to be friends is the hardest thing to do
When I'm blamed for everything making her blue
I can't seem to seperate what was done
Trying to be everything when I'm only one
Can't make it all go away, won't even try
But there's a friendship starting to die
I'm not the same as I used to be
There are parts of my soul I'll never again see
And hard as I try to make it come back
I can't bring it forth, I cut myself no slack
So here I'll sit and wonder why
Did this part of me have to die?