******* the thumb of hopelessness I grew up
Watching life die in despair I threw up

I walked away to find a new way
Where one gets his own say

Like a mad scientist I experimented with my soul
My fatuousness which only created in me a deep black hole

My life was always black and white
Faded from the colors of happiness's sight

Death and gloom on the doorstep
Thats what I always felt when sometimes I used to take a breath

The fragments of my soul falling like falling hair
Thats what was only realised by me there

Feeling of sadness and tormentation was only left to share
The brunt of which my inner self could never bear

My blood seemed like hot lava in the heart
Pumping blood and materializing hatred was what was done by my heart

I was taught torture and pain
Never to use my own brain

So I did what I had always dreamt of
I did what what my soul died every second for
I killed myself, but that's why I on the first place lived for

The ecstacy that laid in there
I gave my soul to share.