Worthless. Invisible. What is the point if no one cares?  
Drowning in a sea of my own tears.
Falling in slow motion.
Waiting for the second part.
The crash and burn, the gut punch to my heart.
Beating myself up again.
You’ll decide in a matter to time.
I’m not worth it.
Crazy girl she hurts too much.
She loves too much or not enough.
Move on.
You’re better off leaving me here
I fantasize of how I’ll disappear.
Letters of goodbye to the world I leave behind.
Maybe I’m a coward but I truly believe
They all are and always were better off without me.