Within the deepest trenches of a mind so haunted by past failures and juvenile decisions, I find little to no solace to ease the insanity that wreaks havoc on my psyche. Innocent scapegoats to former lovers, a lack of accountability to an absence of courage; Visions stroll past my eyes, reminding me of my inadequacy of responsibility.
It started with a dream, and it was swiftly confined. Next came confidence, which slowly declined. Thus, the hope who always dropped by, inevitably resigned. It’s typical for people to pass the blame onto others, But I like to remind my state of mind that it was I Who left my friends behind.
I’d ask for forgiveness, but I don’t think such purity could be applied, for an apology may equate to an excuse in the ears of the bruised. It’s why I hide my words behind closed lips seeing as how I can’t build a bridge over this great divide I ratified.
I’ll never forget you. You, the one who I troubled with such pain.