Don’t leave this darkened hall for I'll always look right beyond
Whether it be shattered on some silent evening
Snuffed out by the light of the new days dawn
And while I wait by the letter for the word that never came
So much to my own amusement is this joy my only pain
For my efforts in futility seem to be
Yet they never were
Why hold out for change
When your destined to be cursed
A mock of my own contempt
Yet she always is in vain
This love of mine is that in this alone
Has left nothing but a darkened stain
And as this light becomes my host I am yet to be proud
For every day she draws near I am forever to be enshroud
This noise I come to hear as years of misery drag on
For that which I cannot have has become my only friend