Sour taste lingers in my mouth
all the spit I've been swallowing doesn't add up
to the words I've misplaced with my sorry-*** attitude
allowing you to speak for me, trending me through the deepest waters, left me drowning..

coming up for air, I reach for the raft that isn't there to save me.
stranded..

you left me ******* stranded, pacing these hospital halls
looking for clues to get out, quite the joke if you ask me

this place is locked down like a prison, no-one getting in without a secret ******* password, to claim the person their seeing..

rocking back and forth in the ******* corner, thinking I'm in a movie, hello starring me!

next I'm panicking looking out a barred window, at the world outside... wishing like hell I was outside smelling the fresh air.

laying weeping in bed, a nasty nurse decides she's gonna show me and drag me outta bed and force me to sit with these people eating thanksgiving dinner, She states " if you wanna leave you gotta talk and you gotta eat" ***** I took one bite of bread and rushed like lighting back to my room, slamming my door..

another male nurse decides he's gonna show me too, by tossing me out of a wheel chair stating.. " if you wanna play games we can play games"

like I don't exist.... like I'm just some ******* rag doll you can toss and play with... mental ill or not I remember these so called nurses and I will never forget...