I'm drowning. Drowning in the thought of you not being. Being here with me. The sadness... taking my mind, body and soul into its grasp. Silently and effortlessly, taking my life away. You being all that I had left. Keeping me here, chained to sanity. Every silent minute, coming to realization. That you. Are. My everything. And someday, everything will be taken away. Waking up in tears... It's all a dream. Too real to me. Too real to let the thought of you slip away. Into the bottomless pit of my mind.