i never dream of you anymore

but i sat in my driveway the other night
i killed the lights and soaked in the silence

you pressed on me so hard i couldn't breathe

i realized how afraid i still am
how the fear grips my throat and im choking for air, crying for you to release me

you didn't **** me
but you made me just like you

i don't know what's worse at the end of the day