Gosh,

I wish I didn't feel this way...
Testing waters just to get boiled and drown today
Walk on eggshells pretending that everything is okay
Ripping my mouth off so that I won't have much to say.

I'd rather feel numb and lose all of my emotions
Trapped in plastic wraps, bags composing only choking sensations
Clearly vague and distorted like a real contradiction
It's a shame I feel like i'm a broken creation.