I am listening to love songs
And I don’t feel sad
Like I finally realized that it’s a beautiful thing the world has to offer
I was never ready for it
I always push it away to protect myself from pain
And I realized that I always finished to get attach and somehow fall in love and finally get hurt.

I don’t want to refused the good feeling anymore. I will just keep in mine at the end it will always hurt and that will be enough protection.