As I sit and shake my head hurt and bruised by the words you said I look about and wonder why I have not already said goodbye perhaps it is not the season perhaps you don't see reason all I know is that when I'm here I pace the halls in constant fear of what I may say or do to draw your ire the way I do I know my daughter needs a dad but I think I will soon go mad I know I can't take much more before I am out the door