I have this beast that lives inside my mind in the darkest place
I try everything I can to prevent a gruesome escape
If you ever saw that side of me you will never look at me the same
I won’t try to make excuses I’ll man up and take the blame
For all my wrong doings and all of my mistakes
But living in isolation is something I can no longer take
It’s scary by myself I am afraid of being alone
For these life ending thoughts isn’t something I will condone
So In hopes of potential happiness I will show you the real me
And pray you don’t run at the sight of what you’re about to see