Sense of self-worth is something, yet I don't know who I am supposed to be, Say something I could understand and promise me to leave me alone, I don't understand why I have no money and I am obsessed with an image of someone that I can never be, I really want to write the things I could never say and I am affraid to say what I want to write, This is out of my dictionary and the right words never come and I lose the meaning of it all, I am an imitator and a parrot, my feelings frustrate me to no end and precisely everyting bothers me, to be honest, what do I need to do when I smile and grin at the same time? Something is horribly wrong with me and I cannot make sense of my surroundings, this... this is what I wanted to do! Yeah!! Oh, and ontop of that, I'm somehow consuming more than I could chew; there is nothing wrong with me in a way and I care about what happens when I die, Yes, I'm angry all the time and it all starts from one simple word that I did not understand and it goes out to show that I'm scared to be alone and I do want to say so to someone who cares, life itself confuses me so there's no point to even trying, I lie and scream all the time for no reason except when I want to say something .. then I keep quiet, my mind is way too confusing for people to understand so there's no point in even trying to speak, the end is where I begin and in the void I shall end!