The days are starting to melt together. I keep wondering when things will get better. The masquerade keeps me at the bottom. What do I do, I just wish I could solve all these problems. None of this makes any sense to me. And Iβm just trying to find better scenery. So how do I break free from their grasp? Will I ever get a taste of happiness that lasts? I guess I need to learn how to get stronger. Because things keep getting worse, and I donβt think I can take it any longer..