las I find myself exhausted
Loving you is.. exhausting 

You leave permanent scars on my heart
where your presence was once present is now vacant. 
You leave me with sorrow and I shudder at the simple fact I have to see tomorrow.

often I’m left with my own demons to haunt me 
I’m left with a dark cloud surrounding me, rain pouring down on my world that was once filled to the brim with sunshine.

You’ve taken the luminous light out of me
Therefore, I am forced to only have darkness..we’ve become comfortable with each other’s presence.

for a short amount of time, you lit an untamming fire in me that burned bright.
Unfortunately you put out my fire just as quickly as you lit it.

you are a thief.
the ultimate burglary.. you stole what was left of my heart and gave me nothing in return. Or maybe you did.. you gave me a kaleidoscope of emotions that all drowned me slowly, eventually, I could no longer breathe. 

you were the devil in the disguise of an angel, you deceived and took advantage 
You corrupted, demolished and disintegrated everything I once was.
How could I ever love someone who had such vague intentions? 

You portrayed as the sun..yet there was never any light.