I understand the world best as a challenge a fight to win or lose survivor. warrior. beaten and bruised I understand life best as a puzzle something to be unpicked and pondered until the pieces merge together into a jigsaw, jagged and incomplete. I'm panicking now, can you feel it? feel it burrowing into you like a root? I will plant myself there and grow. from your ash stained heart, a tree of pink blossom flowers, blown away in summer but pretty for a brief spring