For a long time now
Life has been like a dream
I go day by day
On autopilot
My life is monochrome
Bland
I feel I am a burden
I try to be of use
Change
How I am
How I act
If life’s a game
I’m not playing right
Am I not good enough
Why don’t my efforts pay off
Might I be vexed
Or am I an omen
My mind is often flooded
With thoughts like so