you define me by my past. tell me that's all I am. define me by who I'm not and don't want to be. point out all my flaws instead of tell me how much you love me. tell me I have mental issues. are the reason for the blade slicing through my thin wrists. the reason I don't see a future. the reason I've lost everyone I cared about. you ruined me. you were suppose to be the one person who would always love me but that was just a lie covered in a thick layer of more lies. you are my mom.