I was merely a pit stop for you
a place you could rest for the night
Only to be gone the next day.
over and over again.
You were aware of the roots that
We’re planted in me, from men before who’s only desire was to see and touch my bare, frail skin
And i let them, out of vulnerability.. i let them because love didn’t exist in my world nor did i have any knowledge of it.
You were aware that i sacrificed my body for pain, pain of a blade running across my flesh
Like your fingers once before.
You traced every inch of my body with the tips of your fingers
You told me i was the most beautiful thing you had ever seen..
but i was so naive
I believed every lie you conjured up, i believed ever tear that fell from your eye even when i knew deep down it was a lie.
I told myself you were telling the truth even when the hickeys on your neck spoke the truth.
Fiction memories conceived in my brain and countless amount of pain. you crashed into my world like a wrecking ball, destroying everything but my heart above all.
you hand plucked every piece of my soul out of me, leaving me to suffocate and unable to breathe.
From the very beginning, i knew you were bad for me
You were like alcohol in my blood steam and loving you was like a hurricane.