.honestly: i can understand h. p. lovecraft's racism: and i do not wish to counter it; i have the ambition of clarity and the: should i pry open his esse, and find his excrement of worth... i too would forget myself in having acquired a vibration of the worth of a hum.

you'd be right in assuming that
i "feel" / "think"
it a, disparity
to congest myself with
racial realism,
  that: some outer-noun
need to keep intact my
source of vocab.,
& subsequent utility...

          i'm not more white
than i am... piglet:
shy off pink,
   in that: came the pigs
to the slaughter,
and they grovelled,
and made their snouts
pronounced;
came the sheep
  like pacifist centrists
and...

they ended up
reiventing the leash
for their women...

sure:
we can abstract
a man with a loss of
                 outer-noun
  "attaché" scoops...

but... being taught
pan-grammatical terms
with nothing to
cleave to?

           oh the anglo-saxon,
sure: yes sir, superior:
sorry for the paranoia
and: whatever came from
the Warsaw Pact...

but... please...
you **** around with
the grammar,
the "underwear" of a tongue...
i know this is
an old and stale topic...

but unless it's
not eradicated:
it's... live...

                   what wasn't
scented candles doing
the ugly arithmetic of:

1. *******,
   2. taking a **** &
   3. jerking off

on the throne of thrones...

i'll just leave myself
become suspect in
memory:

tool, concert, glasgow...
water was being distributed
to a thirsty clot
of a dancing maggot-esque
frenzy...
       kissing a german
girl...
      kissing a german girl...

how the **** was
i ever dragged into this
pan-grammatical ******
fugaßi: i will never know...

race realism / infantalism
was one way to loot
from the aspect of:
making narrative...

but an attack on grammar?
this is such
a trivial subject matter
that... it either
requires a compensation
of reiteration or...

               finding
karl diebitsch,
                  walter heck
in each and every word
in between...

    oh but i have a past...
an ugly and an
unfathomable past...

         and it even isn't
my own...
  acquired:
  like this tongue...

but in England
i do not find myself
as comfortable
as an Afghani
                     migrant...

could i ever be
a home-grown
terrorist....

                 i could be...
but: oh the succinct list
of reasons...

       i forgot what race
realists i was not
supposed to be...
at exactly the same time,
that grammar was
attacked...

              i could have forgotten
the basic list of nouns...
become the basic:
ulterior man...
had not grammar become
subject to...
                1 = 10...
                      i could have
made myself ally to
the anglo-saxon -fathomable-
of language-in-abstract...
                      
      & towing "a man"...

             but this... trivial:
observation...
  this... scoop of dirt from
a broom's worth of
sweeping...

               pedant:
i can't forget this,
or let this pass smoothly along
a rite for the dead
in the sanctity of
                         the Ganges...

EMOJI is one thing...
this is another...
      and i pry open the hope
that...
first the politicians
were not believed,
then the journalists
were not believed...

  that... this never
be allowed a public spectacle
of: a required number
to allow:
paying attention to
all / if any comments.