you are so underrated.

It's all my mistake for not making you my inspiration to write.
It's all me, who holds back and keep all those little confessions for my thought.

you are so underrated.

For you were my muse, long before we started all these.
& I'm sorry for neglecting all the poetry,
that were meant for you..

Holding all the words,
Just because I'm just too afraid to write again.

you are so underrated.*

Despite the fact
you are everything that what I need.

I never make things so easy for you.
Yet, you are still here.
& making it seems so easy to love me.

It needs me almost a year for me to finally say;
"I love you" back to you
Yet, in the moment when I remain silent,
you will still say "I love you" to me.

I'm a cynic.
Yet, you still hug me
& laugh at my saltiness.

you take me as I am.

It takes you a year before I finally stood up,
& kiss you.

Yet, you still want me the same, consistently,
everyday.