Dreadful it was today, and beautiful, when the echoing barks of my shame, shrouded in mistaken hindsight, were pulled forward in such a way; a fluid line took shape in my mind, and seemed to twist onto itself, like pinching the centerfold of a long thread. So there they were, all intertwined, aligned, an inevitable strand of God's DNA, or however you call him, vulnerable and hanging at the peak of my forehead in sweet mercy, seen so clearly, I cried.