I feel like I'm spinning, when sitting still.
minds racing mile a minute!
manic episode coming or what.
I'm waiting for the ideas to start flowing...
the I can do it, I can do everything and anything that comes my way attitude!
the downer, side where I shut down and shut the world out, drowning myself in music..
writing about my ideas, my manic, my sadness..
**** Doc, I'm all over the ******* place.
my mind spits the words i wanna say but my mouth gets tongue tied and I can't say the words... they come out all ******* wrong!
it's the ******* pills I say, they keep me well... stable?

stable??... how the **** is a racing thought stable, and my mouth gets my words mixed up and I'm speaking like I can't ******* talk!