i always feel as though i say the wrong thing. i try to be funny but ruin the joke. i try to speak but my words go up in smoke. i try to be all that someone can ask for. i try to cheer someone up and make them hurt more. i try to fit in and always stand out. i try to whisper but it turns to a shout. i try to make sense but the words don't come out right. i try to record stories but i don't know what to write. i try to be needed but instead are driven away. i try to listen but then no one gives me the time of day. i try to speak and get cu off. i try to be nice but in return get a scoff. i try to sing but my voice comes out rough. whatever i try, it never seems to be good enough.