how
how is it possible
to hate someone so much
you end up loving them
how
how is it possible
to love someone so much
you end up hating them
i’m having trouble trying to comprehend these results
and how one person
can bring so many feelings
whether they’re wanted or unwanted
it all ends up being so time consuming
maybe possibly
its my mind playing tricks again
maybe possibly
its me being too optimistic
i told myself
i would stop caring so much
quite possibly
this is me overthinking
this is me still caring
im sorry