i didn’t mean to depend on you
like flowers depend on sunlight for growth
i didn’t mean to push you away only for you to come back
like one does on a swing
i didn’t mean for us to be so similar yet so different
like shades from one color
i didn’t mean to give you my entire heart
like one does on Valentine’s Day when they give their significant other a box of chocolates in the shape of one
i didn’t mean to become inseparable with you
so that now every time i look around and you’re not there, i feel as though i’m in a world all alone
i didn’t mean for all of this to happen
i hate it really
i hate missing you
i hate constantly having you on my mind, which I guess would be considered missing
i hate everything about myself
i didn’t mean to constantly have to be searching for you in other people
that is one thing we have in common
except you attempt to fill the void
that i didn’t even mean to leave behind